R.E.S.P.E.C.T

2006-11-14T20:18:00.000+08:00

This sucks!!!! have been feeling very bad this few days. No mood for anything at all!!! Man... Crap la!

2006-11-14T20:14:00.000+08:00

i think too much did it? its always like this, but im more insercure this time. Hmmm.. my mood swings very badly nowadaes. No mood for anything, just so wish to slack and slack.. man.. getting very lazy nowadaes..

DAMN THIS WORLD

2006-11-11T12:11:00.000+08:00

Crap

Crap, crap, crap! everything is crap.. sick and tired of everything. No mood to do anything! sucky feeling!

freak it!

2006-11-02T22:15:00.000+08:00

fuck it! si bei sian!! knn!!

2006-10-13T01:52:00.000+08:00

wad a day!

Went back to school to wait for jeff and company.. well..had a great time catching up with them..haha.. and this is FOR GRACE..

FOR GRACE

thats all..haha...as i promised... hmmm.. i miss the club..

2006-10-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

LIFE IS FRAGILE, LIVE IT AND TO THE FULLEST TO YOUR ABILITY

I often hear people say this. i used to live life to the fullest.. by doing wad i like and i really achieve what i want. But is this living it to the fullest to my ability? what does it mean by to the fullest? to be able to spend money like water? to be able to just sit down with whole family for just a dinner? or just simply sleeping and slacking through the day.

Everyone have different way of living to the fullest. For me, i feel living it to the fullest is when i do anything, i will not have any regrets. Having regrets means i didnt think properly before i act. this shows that i dun care.. which is terrible.

I have a friend who doesnt even know if he can have a tomorrow. i duno if he used to lived his life to the fullest. but i can assure u.. if one day he recovers, he is gg to live his life to his fullest of his ability.

Why wait till something happens before u guys change ur freaking slacker attitude. U wan to wait till its gone before u start to treasure it?! its useless!! get ur bum down to work and start to realise how lucky u r to have not to worry about cant waking up in the morning tml! damn!

plz bless my friend to recover..whoever up there...

2006-09-27T12:26:00.000+08:00

too bored at work

school
mom: "wake up son, it's time for you to go to school."

son: "but mom, i don't wanna go to school."

mom: "give me 2 reasons why you don't wanna go to school."

son: "firstly, the students don't like me."

son: "secondly the teachers don't like me."

son: "give me 2 reasons why i should go to school?"

mom: "firstly, u are 52 years old, secondly, you're the principal!"

Honest Love Affair
A wife arrived home from a shopping trip, and was horrified to find her husband in bed naked, with a lovely young thing. Just as she was about to storm out of the house, her husband stopped her and said, "Honey, before you leave, please let me explain."

The wife stopped to listen.

He continued, "I was driving along the highway, and I saw this young girl looking very tired and bedraggled, so I offered her a lift. She was also hungry, so I brought her home and made her a meal from the roast beef in the refrigerator which you didn't like". "She was wearing some very worn sandals, so I gave her a pair of your shoes which you'd discarded simply because they were out of style. She was cold, so I gave her the sweater I bought you for your birthday--the one you never wore because the colours didn't suit you". "Her slacks were torn, so I gave her a pair of yours that were perfectly good, but much too small for you now".

The wife seemed to have no problem with any of this, but still needed just one question to be answered. "That's all fine and good," she said. "But why did I find you both in our bed with NO clothes on ?"

The husband replied, "Well, that's simple......See, as she was about to leave the house, she turned to me and asked, "Is there anything else that your wife doesn't use anymore ?"

Ah Huay
Ah huay went for a job interview, and when the manager saw him wearing a colorful shirt, golden hair, streaked red tie and white shoes, he screamed in his mind, "OH MY GOD! THIS CAN'T BE IT, WOMEN!" Since he had no choice, he had a wild idea. "If you can make a sentance out of GREEN, PINK, YELLOW, BLUE, WHITE, PURPLE, and BLACK, I'll give you this job." Ah huay thought awhile, and said. "I heard the phone go GREEN GREEN GREEN! Than I go PINK up the phone, and said, "YELLOW? BLUE's that? WHITE did you say? Don't PURPLEly go disturb people, and dont call BLACK, ok? Kum siah."
The manager fainted.

Birthday
Bob works hard and spends most evenings bowling or playing basketball at the gym. His wife thinks he is pushing himself too hard, so for his birthday she takes him to a local strip club.

The doorman at the club greets them and says, "Hey, Bob! How ya doin?" His wife is puzzled and asks if he's been to this club before. "Oh no," says Bob. "He's on my bowling team."

When they are seated, a waitress asks Bob if he'd like his usual and brings over a Budweiser. His wife is becoming increasingly uncomfortable and says, "How did she know that you drink Budweiser?" "She's in the Ladies' Bowling League,honey. We share lanes with them."

A stripper then comes over to their table, throws her arms around Bob and starts to rub herself all over him and says,"Hi Bobbie. Want your usual table dance, big boy?" Bob's wife, now furious, grabs her purse and storms out of the club.

Bob follows and spots her getting into a cab. Before she can slam the door, he jumps in beside her. Bob tries
desperately to explain how the stripper must have mistaken him for someone else, but his wife is having none of it.

She is screaming at him at the top of her lungs, calling him every four letter word in the book. The cabby turns around and says, "Geez Bob, you picked up a real bitch this time."

Viagra and Ben Gay
A guy walks into a pharmacy and says to the pharmacist, "Listen, I have three girls coming over tonight. I've never had three girls at once, and I need something to keep me horny... keep me potent."

The pharmacist reaches under the counter, unlocks the bottom drawer and takes out a small cardboard box marked with a label "Viagra Extra Strength" and said, "Here, if you eat this, you'll go nuts for twelve hours."

The guy says, "Gimme three boxes."

The next day the guy walks into the same pharmacy, goes up to the pharmacist and pulls down his pants. The pharmacist looks in horror as he notices the man's penis is black and blue, and the skin is hanging off in some places.

The man says, "Gimme a bottle of Ben Gay."

The pharmacist replies, "Ben Gay? You're not going to put Ben Gay on that are you?"

The man says, "No, it's for my arms - the girls didn't show up."

Tooth Brush
Husband: "When I get mad at you, you never fight back. How do you control your anger"
Wife: "I'll clean the toliet bowl."
Husband:"How does that help?"
Wife:"I use your tooth brush."

Four Friends
Four friends reunited at a party after 30 years. After a few laughs and drinks, one of them had to go to the rest room. The ones who stayed behind began to talk about their kids and their successes.

The first guy says:
I am very proud of my son, he is my pride and joy. He started working at a very successful company at the bottom of the barrel. He studied Economics and Business Administration soon he was promoted and began to climb the corporate ladder becoming the General Manager and now he is the president of the company. He became so rich that he gave his best friend a top of the line Mercedes Benz for his birthday.

The second guy says:
Damn, that's terrific!! My son is also my pride and joy, I am very proud of him. He started working at a travelling agency for a very big airline. He went to flight school to become a pilot and also managed to become a partner in the company where he now owns the majority of the assets. He became so rich that he gave his best friend a brand new jet for his birthday.

The third guy says:
Well, well, well congratulations!! My son is also my pride and joy and he is also very rich. He studied in the best universities and became an Engineer. He started his own construction company and became very successful and a multimillionaire. He also gave away some thing very nice and expensive to his best friend for his birthday. He built a 30,000 sq ft mansion specially for his friend.

The three friends congratulated each other mutually for the successes of theirs sons.

The fourth friend who earlier had gone to restroom returned and asked:
What's going on, what are all the congratulations for? One of the three said: We were talking about the pride we feel for the successes of our sons.
And then he asked, What about your son?

The forth man replied: My son is Gay and he makes a living dancing as a stripper at a nightclub. The three friends said: What a shame that must be, that is horrible, what a disappointment you must feel!

The fourth man replied: No, I am not ashamed. Not at all. He is my son and I love him just as well, he is my pride and joy. And he is very lucky too. Did you know that his birthday just passed and the other day he received a beautiful 30,000 sq ft mansion, a brand new jet and a top of the line Mercedes Benz from his three boyfriends.

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 & 10
Ah Lum was asked to make a sentence using 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 & 10. Not only did he do it from 1 to 10, he also did it from 10 back to 1 as well. This is his story.

1 (One) day I went 2 (to) climb a 3 (tree) outside a house to peep but the couple saw me so I panicked and 4 (fell) down. The man rushed out and wanted to 5 (fight) with me. I ran until I fell 6 (sick) and threw up. So I went into 7 (Seven) eleven and grabbed some 8 (eggs) to throw at him. Then I took a 9 (knife) and tried to stab him. 10 (thank) god he ran away.

So I put the 9 ( knife) back and paid for the 8 (eggs) and then I left 7 (seven) eleven. Next day, I called my boss and said that I was 6 (sick). He said, "5 (fine) , tomorrow also no need to come back 4 (for) work." He also ask me to climb a 3 (tree) and jump down. I don't understand. I so nice 2 (to) him but I don't know what he 1 (wants).

Chick With Long Legs
A man walks up to the bar with an ostrich behind him. As he sits down, the bartender comes over and asks for their order. The man says, "I'll have a beer." He turns to the ostrich and asks, "What's yours?" "I'll have a beer, too," says the ostrich.

The bartender pours the beer and says, "That will be $3.40 please."

The man reaches into his pocket and pulls out the exact change for payment.

The next day, the man and the ostrich come in again, and the man says, "I'll have a beer," and the ostrich says, "I'll have the same." Once again the man reaches into his pocket and pays with the exact change.

This becomes a routine until, late one evening, the two enter again.

"The usual?" asks the bartender.

"Well, it's close to last call, so I'll have a large scotch," says the man.

"Same for me," says the ostrich.

"That will be $7.20," says the bartender. Once again, the man pulls exact change out of his pocket and places it on the bar.

The bartender can't hold back his curiosity any longer. "Excuse me sir. How do you manage to always come up with the exact change out of your pocket every time?" the bartender asks.

"Well," says the man. "Several years ago I was cleaning the attic and found an old lamp. When I rubbed it a Genie appeared and offered me two wishes. My first wish was that if I ever had to pay for anything, I just put my hand in my pocket, and the right amount of money will always be there."

"That's brilliant!" says the bartender, "Most people would wish for a million dollars or something, but you'll always be as rich as you want for as long as you live!"

"That's right! Whether it's a gallon of milk or a Rolls Royce, the exact money is always there," says the man.

The bartender asks, "One other thing, sir, what's with the ostrich?"

The man replies, "My second wish was for a chick with long legs."

2006-09-21T14:51:00.000+08:00

hEy!!!!!!!!!!!! long time nva blog le..or should i say life have been normal for me?

Hmmm..attachment ending real soon at 1st, but i itchy mouth go ask if he need help den kena extend. humji caveman dun dare to extend. Better still, dun need see him.

Are u all waiting for update on him? kaoz..once during lunch, he wanted to eat sandwich, which we ate till so gross that i gave up my food and went away. he practically smudge his whole mouth with butter or watever white stuff that is. Somemore today, my colleague treat him pork floss bread. he eat till the whole Floss on his clothes. Yuck..kaoz..i cant imagine i already been with him for 4 months. can die sia.!!! hope i nva learn anything from him, scary.....

Well..had my final presentation done today, nothing much to comment. But just to say during my stay, alot of people hve took care of me giving me valuable advises on my future, now i have a much clearer view of it. Will work even harder!!!!

Been jogging these few days, Cant compare to the past, - stamina, + strength, + weight. hmmm...will work hard to get gold. should be no problem..

Haven been sleeping well this 4 months. so tired man, have to wake up early in the morning and my weekeends are always packed. Good in a way, it occupies my time instead of playing CM4, anyway im still on it, still addicted after 3 year?! i really CMI sia!!! haah...

Have been dreaming of getting a bike!!! i wan one fast!!! im sick of waiting for bus, mrt, transport. Should be coming at late dec if nothing goes wrong? still at lesson 5, been waiting for 2 weeeks, waste my time!!!!

SIP ending, means all the deadlines are near. SIP report 25% done. MP log book 80%. Mp report just start. Hmmm..should be able to finish soon!!!

Been playing basketball during the weekends with my colleague and friends. Very enjoyable! its been a long time since i dun need to score more than 5 points and i can win the game. Really brush up my passing technique. Realize i forcus too much on myself with playing with my poly friends.. well..different group, i will play different style. playing with my colleague, i'm a playmaker. playign with poly friends, im a scorer. playing at amk, im nothing. Duno..haven been gg to amk.. coach have been asking me to go at play. Hmm..guess its the travelling time tat i dun wanna go.

Well..9 and more to come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-30T15:03:00.000+08:00

WOW!!!!!!!!! guess i will nvr get this kinda experince in school!

1) Try adding concentrated H2SO4 ( which is far more viscous than PUB water ) into a beaker of water,

Immediately effect : 1) Exothermic reaction which fried the egg which i have been wanting to eat!
2) Super smelly fumes which can knock you down if u are not as agile as me!
3) Acid spray, also..which will scar your face if not as agile as me!
4) If u think im fast,ur wrong, my asshole friend(caveman) is already 1km away from me when i realise it. ( fast right, asshole)

2) concentrated H2SO4 is not enough, i still have concentrated NaOH which is as viscous as H2SO4, this time round no one was around.

Method: 1) using a 100ml beaker, add 10 ml of concentrated H2SO4
2) using the same beaker ( becareful and prepare to run for ur life), add concentrated NaOH.
3) method 3 is not a compulsory if u dun wan ur life, upon adding, RUN FOR UR LIFE!!!

Immediate Effect: 1) Neutralisation! common sense right, AS SOON AS THE 1ST DROP OF NaOGH TOUCHES THE SURFACE OF THE H2SO4, IT PRECIPITATE!!! so fast that all the precipitate jumps out! ( saves time to filter right, NO! ) its like volcano pumping out the larva!! this time round im nt so fortunate, i kena some of the white HOT ppt!

2) Unknown fumes fuming out of the beaker contaminating the room within 5 secs!! ( its just 20 ml in total and i dun expect it to travel so fast, so i kena choke and ran out of the lab! )

3) My hand become red sia!! and further more, my leg became wobby!!! lol!!!

Obervations:
1) Caveman humji
2) CL too cb
3) caveman faster than CL
4) Cl can be a good cleaner ( due to the ppt, i need to clean up and accidentally spilled some acid onto the floor)
5) Cl can be quite smart at times!

Results: 1) Cl hand kena scald
2) caveman dun dare sit down when i doin experiment
3) cl dun dare anyhow add acid
4) cl learnt a lesson

Conclusion:

From my obeservations, cl can be quite guai lan at times especially when he is bored. Apart from gg to the gym at work, he can be wuite hardworking when it comes to slacking. He is also Not bad at adding acid as he is SMART to know that he will be injured. I conclude that charismalacking, cheeleong is nothing but a smart ass!!

2006-08-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

-negative thoughts dispel-

One month left in Chartered, what can i say about working there. Met alot of people, know alot of different kind of people, talked to alot of people. Do i have a future in chemical engineering?? well..to me..i dun have much interest in it..now den i found out..but wad to do..i have to get a job..and for that..i have to work hard for it.

Watched 9pm channel 8 show just now.. car..house..platinium card.. what a joke.. i will nva owe them. Well..i can only say my future is very blur.. i duno what im gg to do in the future too..feeling very insecure now.. duno why.

talk about unique character.. am i very unique? i think im just soooo...too normal to be true..so what actually stands out in me? i dun understand.. hiaz.. i shall stop thinking and forcus on my major project instead.. well..

gone

2006-08-17T13:19:00.000+08:00

im scary~~~ im bored...gg to RTC to work later on..man..feeling so tired already. My attachement has been more and more sucky..especially with caveman around. I simply cant stand him!!!!!!!!!

Haven started on my MP log, SIP report , MP report , SIP logbook. Shit man..everything is not done. well..one thing for sure...im looking forward to getting my pay.. I need to get more cloths..Jeans ( especially after my dad alter till like shit ) get my hair done properly ( now is like a pile of shit ) and get my bike licence asap..now on lesson 3..damn slow..

now den i realise i can use msn web messenger..so guys! tok to me online..i will become caveman when i talk to himt oo much..cant stand his hair!!!!!!!!argh!!!! help!!!!!!! help!!!!

hey guys ( meaning zhenrong, marvyn, dinky, tim, dean and bastard..sorry for MIA in bball for so long..This sunday wan bball? im free!!! while stock last!!! play where also can! im itchy for it

been visiting the gym everyday!! didtn see much improvement..hope to see more muscles instead of FATS!!! need to jog everydasy..but too tired or need to work...need to be more determined!!! DETERMINATION AND PERSERVERANCE IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS..( thats how i work ) loL!!

finally i wan to say....

i suck! haha

2006-08-11T11:59:00.000+08:00

well..its friday again..im bored..5 more hours to go..damn

2006-08-11T00:46:00.000+08:00

im only an asshole and a good guy in disguise..

2006-08-10T09:45:00.000+08:00

oh man..i failed lesson 2 again..twice i failed it..man...

haven played bball for quite some time..haven exercised for days..nt feeling very good about it..shall go jog today!

attachment has been monotonous for me..been doin almost the same thing everyday..its been 2 months here , learnt quite a few stuff i dnu get to learn in school. looking forward to the last day here..im damn bored. I want to sleep well. For 1 day, let me sleep 12 hours and dun let me wake up. im tired!!!!!

WATCHED the fireworks on 8/8/06. wasnt very bad..was quite near to the place itself. Was damn hot there.

whats g to happen in 10 years time? am i gg to marry? or am i gg to be alone? or even? will i still be here in 10 years time lol!!!

2006-08-03T09:01:00.000+08:00

yes..im back..after quite some time.! something is disturbing me! my bike lessons! always have to repeat man.

attachment have been sucky for me till now..someone eats like a hungry ghost and walk like a old woman..talks like machiam he so smart..no wonder TIM like him so much~

wad will be yours will be yours wad is not will nt be~ -quoted from ade blog-
so wad is mine? and wads not mine? do i noe wads mine even before i get it? or i know someting is not mine after i got it? confusing..well..up to all of u to think~ haha

Jovin u bastard..u ch*eb*e kia~ stop nudging me! haha

sat is the bbq..hmm...she not going..abit relieved..but is it still cox she cant accept the fact? or i went overboard? man..can just grow up? i rather someone says i hate u striaght in the face than to avoid me..shouldnt it be i avoiding u? hiaz..people..and i think my name has been smeared till yellow river jump in also wun help.. - super broken english here lol -

all along u have been there...now den i notice it..too much similarities huh...so shocked man~ vicious cycle..but w/o this circle..i wun be able to understand wad i really wan

2006-07-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

well...i didnt pass through lesson 1.. but its a good experience..haha!!!

quarter final coming up this sat!!! excited..hope someone will come and cheer me on... But its quite early la~ By 7 have to be on the MRT le..but still better than last time when plaing for AMK. Reach MRT by 5.30am!!!! haha!!

2006-07-20T16:09:00.000+08:00

yes, u r right, today is thurs and tml is fri!!! but im nt looking forward at all. Damn packed week ahead of me, work and more work. Who to blame, myself la.

Alright! Time to knock off soon, but im nt heading home. Going to marsilling for basketball practice session with my colleagues. Practicing for this sat inter department bball competition. Hmm..long time since i ever go into competition

Hey ade!!! im the cutest!!!

-no comments-

2006-07-19T13:53:00.000+08:00

im bored, things to focus on from now on.. basketball and motor lessons!!!

chiong ah!!!

- 2 months and counting -

2006-07-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

yeap, tml is the day she will be goin off. hmmm, wrote a very simple letter due to lack of time. Well, she called and chatted for less than 3 mins. hahah!!!! very good way to bid goodbye to me huh. Well, at least she tried to call me and talk to me.

is this the end?

I just promised my supervisor to play for my department this sat..wahahahah!!! 1st competition ever since the tramatise sports week. Hope to find back my confidence.

Will be going to work on friday, after which will go to jovin house to stay. Hectic weekend, but i love it, since nothing is in my way anymore.

-saded-

2006-07-18T22:29:00.000+08:00

2006-07-17T14:20:00.000+08:00

why?

what happened?

im pissed~

no mood for anything

ps: sorry jo, for disturbing u..

2006-07-17T10:04:00.000+08:00

im nt myself
i should be angry
i dun like to be cheated
say if u dun wan to go out with me
say if u nva intended to go out with me
say if u think im irritating
say if u think im boring
say if u nva enjoyed any moment with me
whatever u might say, i still say i like u
i seemed like a passerby in ur life
u always say im nt,
sometimes u say i tink to much
but most of the time u were thinking too much
the word ' never ' and ' no ' never fails to make me disappointed
disappointed yet nt giving up, trying to be more thick skin each time
i dun enjoyed being said im ' irritating '
but what can do to make u smile?
u smile is worth everything
infront of u im always strong
but deep down im weak
u r leaving
so where do i go?
alone and alone again?
u step into my life and u go off just like this?
expected but still hurts ?
what else can i do?
what can i do to make u feel good?
nothing?
im just a nobody
im such a fool

-gone- more and more disappointed in life

2006-07-16T11:00:00.000+08:00

guess wad...i just enrol for class 2B..hha..am i mad~? i dun care.. hope to finish in half a year...

well..do people really take advantage of you if u treat someone too nice? im nt sure but sometimes i do..haha..im bad but tis is how i m.. anyway...i gg off to work..

gone..and still disappointed in life

2006-07-14T17:24:00.000+08:00

time is 5.25pm, which means my mini holidae is here!!! actually its only a weekend la~

hmm..gg for soccer later yeah!!! after which going to tim house for gathering...( its actually majong session ) haha!!!

working has been boring for me so far...super boring actually!!

2006-07-13T09:16:00.001+08:00

how come im feeling so frustrated now? i should be free and clear in the mind. i dun understand. How come people around me are feeling so unhappy too? how come? i dun like this...i dun feel like working...

Grace, having so much stress to herself but she continue to work hard for the club.. what isit for? not for her studies! for her own.. just how come no one will understand her position?! i felt her stress too when talking to her, saddening!

dear friend august, been very moody nowadaes? im not sure too..didnt talk to her..

jovin bro, dun set ur expectation to high for me, im just a normal person. your high expectation of me suffocates me.. im just playing for the little passion i have..thanks for making the passion even higher..but its the limit for me..im not talented..im just hardworking..

me... nothing .. been feeling very moody recently.. been running..jogging...soccer-ing.. bball-ing..whats the use of all this.. doesnt really help too...

i changed..changed to a person i dun even know..i dun have a goal..i dun know what to do.. i..................... just wan to disappear from this world.

2006-07-13T09:16:00.000+08:00

how come im feeling so frustrated now? i should be free and clear in the mind. i dun understand. How come people around me are feeling so unhappy too? how come? i dun like this...i dun feel like working...

Grace, having so much stress to herself but she continue to work hard for the club.. what isit for? not for her studies! for her own.. just how come no one will understand her position?! i felt her stress too when talking to her, saddening!

dear friend august, been very moody nowadaes? im not sure too..didnt talk to her..

jovin bro, dun set ur expectation to high for me, im just a normal person. your high expectation of me suffocates me.. im just playing for the little passion i have..thanks for making the passion even higher..but its the limit for me..im talented..im just hardworking..

me... nothing .. been feeling very moody recently.. been running..jogging...soccer-ing.. bball-ing..whats the use of all this.. doesnt really help too...

i changed..changed to a person i dun even know..i dun have a goal..i dun know what to do.. i.... just wan to disappear from this world.

2006-07-11T09:39:00.000+08:00

no one

no one will read this entry i assume.... well..i had my thoughts sort out i think.

BGR is just not the thing for me ya?

will only harm other ppl only

hmm..sick of myself... sick of everything.. sick of being me..

sip is damn boring..life is sooo boring..i wanna jog soccer bball..i wanna exercise and relief all the stress i accumulated... i wanna die.i dun wan to care abt anything anymore...

i wan holidae..i dun wan to work..im so lazy now...

ASC...i really miss the club people..i like the club, but i didnt contribute to it..im so wo nang fei..hiaz.....

feel like blogging suddenly..i dun wan a routine life anymore.! i wan more life in my life!!!!!!!!!!

i dun like it...friends leaving and coming...well.. ALL MY FAULT!!!!!!!!!!

2005-11-04T20:28:00.000+08:00

SORRY ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha...for being missing in action since start of holidays!! well, no worries peeps, im back ( i think ).

Timetable is out. 28 hours a week, considered quite slack huh. compared to hers which is 36 hours, so long loo!! hmmmm.. Should be meeting often after sch ba, as timetable is quite alike.

Hmmm. played bball few days ago, well, no need to say, become alot lousy. Luckily, manage to score some. Hmmm.. TP team isnt tat impressive at all.

Didnt regret going back half way during the trial. WAHAHHAHA.

Well, new sem, ne3w targets!!! Hmmm.. 1st of all, is to increase my GPA to at least 2.8?? just hope to do well la..not going to slack anymore. Jia you ba. Hope to see more As too. Hope la!

-out-

2005-09-23T18:43:00.000+08:00

long long time since i last blogged... too much things happened during these daes..im not gg to say but i can say im very happy now..because of results and some other things..

Today i made a very big promise to someone.. hmm.. ya.. some ppl might know..but im not gg to say wads the promise and who is the person. Im loving it.. haha.. Just wishing for the best!

Now.. results time.. very happy with my results.. although expect some As here and there..but i think its a great improvement from last sem.. Need to thaanks ZR for helping and guiding me.. motivating me... ya..hope all the Bs can turn to B+ or even As next sem.. will work even harder... HERE goes

AY 2005/2006 MAY SEMESTER

ACE2002 Environmental Technology B

ACE2007 Unit Operations 1 B

ACE2009 Occupational Safety and Health B

ACH2004 Principles of Instrumental Analysis B

AMA2001 Engineering Mathematics 2 B

BAF1005 Basic Financial Accounting A

2005-09-12T18:48:00.000+08:00

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sOmE oNe jIo mE oUt pLz ! !

2005-09-11T17:22:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae was the day back at rtc after a long long time, hmmm.. time flies, 1st time i went there was like 10 days after O levels, already 2 years loh. Made a bunch of good friends there, but its not the same anymore, its just so different from the rtc when i 1st went. Everyone enjoying working so much, playing and joking ard.Hmmm....

Finally a day for me to rest, need to go jogging later le loh. Haha, if not my fats will start accumlating...haha..

2005-09-10T09:43:00.000+08:00

yawn~ Just woke up from another 9 hours slp, not enough at all. Didnt really have a great great slp since start of exams. Goin off to work soon, yeah, tat place. Sort of cant forget but if it's really that bad, confirm my last time today.

Just to update, went kbox after my last paper, starting was quite shy. Moreover im afraid to sing infront of so many ppl, haha. Thats an achievement alright?! haahaa.. Sang for 6 hours i think, didnt go dinner with them, duno whats wrong with me also. Walked home, tHinking................

2005-09-08T13:27:00.000+08:00

yeah!~ wooooooooooohoooooooo~ finally..all over!! hmm..plans for exam aftermath..

- get rid of excess fats and hopefully can convert them to muscles...(lolx)
- earn more money so that i can but more cloths..(sick and tired of my few shirts)
- recuperate well at home.. lead simple life yeah!! hahaha

ya..tats my plans..sounds easy but not that simple..haha...

Now alone in the com lab and its like im the only person in the com lab..waiting for my friend to come before we go K box..k la..go liaoz~

-chaoX-

2005-09-07T10:16:00.000+08:00

just woke up from a 12h slp..haha.. shiok man..lolx! yesterdae's entry again like quite naggy la.. ai ya.. dun say liaoz.. hmmm..gg to chiong for my last paper... yeah!

2005-09-06T18:37:00.000+08:00

hmmm...as requested by my loyal fan of my blog..MR JOVIN MAR JING XIONG

.. i shall post an entry to ease his thirst! lolx!!

Think im getting fatter and fatter le..hiaz..should start dieting and exercising soon... after exams!

Well..had 2 our of 3 papers..hmm..no comments la...also die liaoz.. GPA of 2.16 how to push to 3 ? Madness.. hiaz.. maybe no matter how hard i work also no use.. Y did i choose to slack during yr 1? why? How come during year 1 im so not enthu in everything.. really regretted man.. Got a sup paper also. WTH right.. hiaz.. its that sup paper that made me wake up..thats y im a lil more hardworking this sem.. Local Uni? dun think i can make it...

how is my future like? i duno.. dun ask me.. unless there is miracle la.. Either my GPA suddenly shoot to 3.4 or i suddenly kena 1st prize for 4D or i got 20 million from a TOTO ticket... hmm.. difficult.. regrets... too much to be true..

From a confident and hardworking me.. to a charisma lacking and confidence lacking person.. SADED. Too much la..cant take it.. maybe someone up there see i too juai.. den make alot problems come out for me.. lolx.. well dun blame anyone la.. its me to blame.. yeah!

Very tired..slept only for 5 hours.. no paper tml..last paper on thurs.. gg to start study today ba.. hope i can score!

-out-

2005-09-01T16:39:00.000+08:00

yeah...finally sat down and completed one topic..lolx.. Hmm..think will be working through the night ba..

Goin for soccer soon... yeah...nothing much to blog also la.. normallyu during studying period..my life will be very stagnant de la..so..yeap.. Go play CM4 liaoz.. im mad~

2005-08-31T19:35:00.000+08:00

yeah..and its time to update liaoz..1st thing...saded... Owen transfer to newcastle liaoz..kaoz...hmmm...hope he will score man.!

Had 2 test liaoz..3 to go.. ET didnt study much..maybe too proud liaoz..hiaz.. PIA can say will do quite well ba..hope and score well..

Have been slacking these few daes..hope i can start my EM today..

Went back to eastspring..saw some teachers...very happy to see Mr Chew!! haha..he didnt change for the 2 yrs..so happy to see him.. W/o .. there will not be this chee leong here...it is he who guided me through the secondary school days..I looked for him regarding things rangeing from studies... cca...den to relationships..and personal life..he gave me valuable advices that i really feel make me a better person! he is a teacher that i will never forget! Thanks MR CHEW!!

2005-08-29T13:48:00.000+08:00

screwed my ET paper... Wat am i doin... left with the last part only!!!!! damn!!! my life suck.. boring life... f*ck it!!!! dun feel like blogging

-out-

2005-08-25T20:30:00.000+08:00

Hmm..a week plus a day nva update le.. haha..very lazy la...seldom come online also. Due to the quizes and tests i have...i dun have time..

Had BFa quiz today..quite well i think, hope i will get an A for overal..or at least a B+.. Tml will be OSH quiz..well..i can only say i need to mug hard for that...cox the notes are even thicker than the harry potter book..sianzationalismisticalism .

Yeah..i think my 1st Proj is completed liaoz..AGM..Next will be seasons of joy which will be the 1st time we will be interacting with our dear sub coms...hmm..kinda looking forward... just feel very happy to be doin These things, nva bored. lol! im mad huh..
k la..go mug liaoz..bye

2005-08-17T23:32:00.000+08:00

Im always lamenting why i got no gf..why i got no gf. In the 1st place did i ever think of having one? yes i do..i do wish to have one.. i see friends around having ppl loving them..and having the chance to love his/her bf/gf . but wad is the thing that im looking for? Sometimes when i like a person, i tend to push the idea aside of having a gf, but in reality i want to have one. Izzit because the girl is not up to standard? I dun really think so. My mentality has changed. Im afraid, afraid of the same old thing.. twice or thrice it happened. Im not blaming them. Is there something is wrong with me? people ard me says how come u no gf? Hmm.. in my heart im thinking, y? y do i dun have one? but actually i just found out the problem lies in me. Im not prepared to suffer another set back, some ppl may find me a flirt or wad. Im nt so sure, but deep down, i just need a little bit of attention. Im nt really to go through the whole process of courtship, breakups. Somehow or rather, i manage to stay single for these yrs. i duno y.. yes, u can say is because girls do reject me. But the thing is in in my heart, im never settled when im woo-ing a girl, im full of doubts of myself. Am i seriously ready to love another person, can i commit as much as they can commit? Past experiencces do haunt me. Past memories do come back.. NIce ones, bad ones, lovely ones. Maybe i have grown into another person. Tkaing things more seriously as time goes by.. thinking and thinking before i do anything. why? why do i have such frame of thinking? U can see me as a big tall cheerful person. but the matter of fact that i get hurt easily pushes me away from getting into a relationship. I keep saying, i cant forget my ex.. my ex.. the fact is that it has long ago got into my mind that she;s no longer mine. I regretted, till now. But its just because of this, i refrain from getting into relationships.

We should take relationships seriously, i mean who doesnt? but i can have friends saying, ' oh, she can only be my gf, but not my wife, ' oh come on, then wads the use of being together. I mean arent we now looking for someone we can love wholeheartedly and think of forever together? Maybe sometimes i really think alot. I dun dare to get into relationship, i rather remain this way.. lamenting, where is my gf, y i got no gf. Perhaps, im not suitable for getting in one. Or just that no one now can touched my heart easily? im afriad, i....... i shouldnt think so much.

To find a person who really loves u , and u also love that person, is very difficult. Doi cherish each other when u have one, dun do things that u will regret. Think carefully before u act.

True love never dies, even if you have found a new love, the sweet memory of the past will continue to hunt you for the rest of your life.

The man who has never made a fool of himself in love will never be wise in love.

2005-08-13T18:55:00.000+08:00

im so tired...exhausted... Just came back from school.. Woke up like 645 this morning to go for funathalon...or rather esprite de crop...lol! was like sun tanning all the way..hmm...quite fun la..but was rather slacky..yeap.. went to eat after that..as usual .. had lots of fun with the ASc ppl! u all rox!!!!

sianz loh this coming week...later have to do OSH proj...den tues gt 2 quizes...thurs gt 1 quiz.. wed thurs and fri gt sub com recruitment...tired..........................................

Friday,12th August

yeah..had a nice slp..no school today but went school like at 1pm...prepared for AGM... hmm..nt busy at all i should say...yeah!!! everything went well..and the food is nice!! lolx!!! at least i didnt screw up wad im suppose to do..heee...but something funny happened when i was taking the cert of appointment loh!! i was practically trembling.. duno y also!!!! i think should be i tried to smile but i cant smile nicely loh!!! someone!!!!!! teach me how to smile nicely!!!! i wan to look ncie in fotos!!!!! had tons of fun after the AGM.. take fotos...eat... dee siao...bukake..lolxx!!! haha... tat sums up one of my projects...yeah!!! one more to go!!!

2005-08-09T16:40:00.000+08:00

Helloooooo!!!! hmm...im back...well..actually nth to blog much..today is national day.. resting day.. but its like NO!!! have pia quiz and PBL research to do..man..wad a holidae..bored

Had meeting yesterdae...Woo..quite long meeting la..Went to watch the fireworks after that..hmm..its like quite nice la..especially the last part when all came out together...hmm...nice nice.. well...gg to watch NDP later...only the parade part! lolz...the rest sucks.. lolx...see ya..

2005-08-07T21:53:00.000+08:00

hmm...back from LTC...Fun Fun..never enjoy myself so much before in TP in a camp... cox maybe the thinking ba... i came with a positive mindset..wanting to learn... tat feels so great.

1st day was only lectures... separate into groups but slept with ASc..had true and dare session..hmm..revealed something....den jeff joanne started buying shares...when they talk abt the shares thingy i can see them looking at me..must be about something i reveal... hmmm..dun care..lolx! slept at about 330 den woike upo at ard 6...hmm tired... went for ALP..fun.. this ALP is something different..gg up high blindfolded is something difficult.. Managed to hold onto the thing and did pull ups..happy to say tat in my grp only me and victor manage to do tat..yeah!!!! den went for lunch and lec... went for rugby session..hmm..quite good i say..again..victor ran fast.. he gt great body too! den it was tug-of-war...tats very tiring man...wearing specs and doin some exercising is damn ma fan..keep dropping and the whole thing was seen by vernice..so pai seh.. after that was dinner...Feeling very good as a team...yeah and camp ended..Went for bubble tea with some of them...crapping there again..sent vernice home..well..had a good chat with her and know her better...
yeah..and ppl please dun misunderstand anything..as i said...i dun have any crushes now..i dun like anyone except myself yeah?

ok..go watch soccer le..arsenal will WIN!!!!!! bye peeps..

2005-08-05T01:37:00.000+08:00

Yeah...finally fri is coming, camp here i come..... haha

Went for ESc agm..hmm..not bad..but quite fast everything? how to say leh..like not very formal. Hmmm..was shocked when i saw their budget...even more shocked when i saw the budget allcoated for the diploma clubs..its even more than the total amount we have for this acadamic year! wat only man...hmmm..but we rox!! we didnt overspent and got the best club award for 2 consecutive years! goin to be the 3rd man. Come on guys! We can do it! Went to bbt shop to have a chat...again everytime the studies club ppl sit down and tok..its always very enjoyable...hmm..think the camp will be ore enjoyable..

Well...got to go slp le..haven pack my bag for the camp..die die,..tml must wake up early to pack le..im lazy!!!

Thursday , 3th aug 2005

Happy birthday agust!!!!

Hmm..played bball with my classmates today..well..serious feel wd jovin is talking abt..there is just something missing...hmm..wad happened???? i really lost all my sort of aura? lolx!!!! hmm...its the feeling u noe... when u jump and stay there..i dun feel it too..jovin cant feel it do..i feel im just there to finish a pattern..and not manuvering when im suppose to...this is wad makes it lose the feeling.. it suck man... i need to get a bball shoes fast...im not blaming on the shoes...

Saw a quite familar face when i reach the bball court.. hmm.. he asked me a question.

" did u went for the bball trial? "

well..i answer no.. hmm..he den say something like i definity will get in ans this sort of stuff...jovin believe i will enter too.. but its just my confidence..when i see so many ppl..there much be so many ppl better than me...wad's more...im only aplayer of a sec sch tat didnt even earn a place in the 2nd round..not to mention Nationals... so wad can i prove out there...this is the 1st thing tat came to my mind.

2nd thing is the studies club and my studies..if i were to enter the team...i will have more things to do...i didnt wan this..i rather give up my all time fav. bball and gif my time to studies club.. yes bball is where i can find myself. but i seriously feel studeis club is where i can find happiness and where i also can find me... u all may nt know..but im very serious in the studies club thingy..bball well.. i can train sometimes when i have the time..but i still love bball!!!!!!!

2005-08-02T23:03:00.000+08:00

Tired day, after 9 hrs of lecture, hmm...at last at home le.. but hor, just found out tat i slack alot this term, cannot liddat!!! must work harder, no matter how dark it is, i will work my best in order not to regret!! this is the lil promise i made when i gt sub paper for OC2.

Today did 7 pull ups, hmmm nt very standard, so nnot very satisfied. If only can really do standard wans..

This morning a junior of mine saw me aAnd just now she chatted with me for awhile. She said i changed alot, looked fragile and lost my sunshine..look like drug addict..this are some of the comments tat ppl gif when they didnt see me for a long time....erm..i dun even smoke loh..how to be drug addict..lolx! no...maybe i pro..skip cigarrettes tat part..lolx!! hmmm..maybe i lost some weight..but lost my sunshine..tat equals to losing my aura... saded~ plus the ugly hair cut i have.. wa..kill myself!!!

2005-08-01T19:55:00.000+08:00

sorry sorry for nt updating my blog( especially GI JO )..lolx been slacking almost everyday.

hmm..sat and sun spent most of the time slacking..hiaz..sad to say.. didnt revise anything during the weekends.. didnt work due to some unexpected events. well..wun be gg back for the time being. Finally bought my soccer shoe le!!!! but it cost alot man...heart broken..but its nice..heee...

Well..studies club have been almost part of my life..im enjoying every single bit of it.. camp coming this fri...shivers~... cox this fri is the start of the 7th month.. erm...shall nt tok about it.. hope i wun think of it.. lolx!! just borrow a black shirt from GI Jo...hmm..just wondering y always the things i borrow fits me perfectly.. hiaz.. duno la..dun care.. haha.. looking forward to both the camp and AGM. Straight after the AGM is ALP. FUn ...fun,...fun!!!!!!

hmm..finally completed my task today...well...looking forward to this fri again..cox i will see GI Jo...wahahahahaa... or maybe GI Weng.. lolx!!!

2005-07-26T16:27:00.000+08:00

Goin soccer soon..skiped my cds lecture..hahaha..sianz sia..so nice weather go in sure slp! lolx!!

BBall trial was a complete crap. why i say that? firstly, the coach is someone quite young, ok..nothing wrong, but i think the way he conducts the trial is complete nonsense, we only wants ppl to lay up and he thinks that just by looking at how ppl dribble and lay up, he can distinguish someone who is pro and greenhorn. stupid right, common sense says that at least should have some competition thingy ma..cox its so different when in compeition, the pressure is there...im nt saying for myself cox im nt interested in the TP SCHOOL TEAM .. sounds nice but kinda sucks eh... left halfway when i saw sooooooooo many ppl lining up just to layup.. thats the 2nd point. BBAll trial.. well..i can say about 80-100 odd ppl came, ranging from pros...to greenhorns.. wtf right... so stupid loh.. hiaz...i duno about trials la..but i can say its the worst i can ever see man.. tot it was a 3 on 3 at 1st.. at least could go play ma..trash ppl.. and dun join the team .. but..disappointment..wasted my time there... SOOOOO STUPID.

Hmm..gg to buy my new soccer and bball shoes this fri.. hope to get the nicee wans cheap...hahaha..

2005-07-24T21:05:00.000+08:00

Wa..soooo long nva update le.. Hmm..have been very busy these days man.. very tired too..

Just finished watching Fantastic 4, quite nice la. but somehow or rather, feel like switching it off. went to play soccer b4 that, again, tried bending, but just cant get in today, haha.. Hmm..will be goin for the bball trail tml.. well.. i just gg there to play loh, even if i enter the team, i may not join. I'm just to tied up with everything. again, i may not even be noticed by the coach? i duno la. just play.. hahaha... Btw..i cut my hair liaoz..and its like..erm...kinda slope..nvm...at least im nt irritated by those hair touching my ears and neck.! hahaha

Sat 23 july

Woke up early to go to Joanne house to do some preparation to AGM. Felt quite useless there, did almost nothing? hiaz.. i must buck up.. anyway AGM is almost planned. Hmm, hope to see my classmates there? its on the 12th aug. went to play soccer... glad to say.. i can bend more and more le..more accurate. lolx!!!

Fri 22 July

HAd 6 hours of lab, damn sianz and damn tired. After that, went to play bball. YEAH!!! i won!!!! 1 VS 5 !!! hmm, thanks ah JOVIN, for fouling me again and again.. wahahaha.. long time nva play le, very tired man. Went to KFC to eat ( fattening man ) chit chat till about 11 plus, found out my ez link no more $$, walked home instead. found out that actually marvyn like jiang li!!!!! wahahahah!!!!!!!!

2005-07-19T19:10:00.000+08:00

YEAH~ got back most of my quiz le... quite satisfied with the results... hee..

UO1 41/50
PIA 31/45
EM2 37/50
ET 47/60

Hmm..goin out soon..will be goin to ZR house to do ET lab report, hiaz.. think cant slp le.. will have to burn midnight oil till its done. and the gd news is we haven even started. lolx!

Had studies club meeting yesterdae..for about 4 hours...planned for the Annual General Meeting..those reading this..plz attend ah! hee...means i will be in formal once again..LOoking forward to the appointment... Discussed about the dinner and dance for Applied Science School too..any comments ?? Well...work is accumulating and i have got to time to waste and all..thats y im nt working this sat...to sort out everything...tutorials...presentation...headache...arh..headache not for sorting out.. im having one...lolx!!

yeah..friday will be playing bball with my class mates..hmm..organising something like 1 vs 6? lolx!!! hmmm..loser get out of court? i just need to score 1... heeee... challenging...lolx!

Today Tim also explored my photos...haha...they say i gt problem eh? haha..cox almost all the fotos in the folder is me..not much la..about 200+ nia loh... actually gt more de..but memory full...only allow 3mb..hahahahahahaha!!!!!

well...some social reject say i gt no life at all.. watch tv.. slp...eat...cm4...lolx!!! who says..apart from this..i still go soccernet and friendster..and also this blog...so actually its kinda bored life eh? but how come im nt tired of it? just duno la..maybe im easily content with the things gg on ard me.. but im quite a perfectionist when it comes to something la.. haha.. ONLY SOMETHINGS LA...duno why i keep feeling like eating something..die liaoz la..sure become fat in no time again..hahaha...

TO JUDITH:

SOOOOOOO SORRY TO JUDITH!! CANT ATTEND UR BDAE CELEBRATION!!!!! I REALLY REGRET!!!!!! BUT REALLY CANT GO..SO SORRY!!! BUT I WISH U TO STAY PRETTY FOREVER AND WILL HAVE SUITORS LINING UP FROM PASIR RIS TO WOODLANDS...NT ENOUGH? OH? U AHVE SOMEONE IN MINE? PART OF 4 * 180 ? OH? HMMM... YEAH? OK I NOE WHO LE.. COULDNT BE STM..HE GT A GOOD AND NICE DEAR LE.. COULDNT BE WILSON... AND MOST IMPORTANTLY COULDNT BE ME.. OH? YEAH? EH? LEFT WITH RAY? OOOOOOOOOOOOOO...SO ITS HIM HUH..LOLX!!!
"WONDERING WAD KINDA SURPRISE HE WILL GIF U"

2005-07-15T18:51:00.000+08:00

Finally repaid most of my debts!! left with abit and will be cleared tml! wOoHoO~

Quite long time nva blog le eh.. also nth much la, done with ET report. Still gt EM tutorial and BFA quiz. sianz...

Went to do some stock checking at the cupboard for the studies club. HMmm..alot of things inside, but managed to finish it within 2 hours. Will be working on sat and sun, which means i have to revise my work today. Sooooo bored can...

Today is her bdae...also somehow marks the 2 yrs of me being alone. Well, i dun mind being alone if she's happy. Can see she is happy with her bf la. Well...shallnt say too much also.

2005-07-12T17:53:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

2005-07-12T17:53:00.001+08:00

HMm..the legends..look like gg for pool competition..lolx

Handsome Raymond and Ugly Me at the ferrari function. Hmmm..i look wierd...

2005-07-12T17:53:00.000+08:00

Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

What the heck? i gt a female brain. im changing my sex soon. lolx!

2005-07-12T01:04:00.000+08:00

Work till 12am today, was quite slacky. Kept thinking of all the projs in the same time. LGG nagged again, taking the report and nagged..fook him.

Will be gg to sch tml to complete my proj. After completing that, will be gg to dean's house to complete 2 projs. busy busy busy...

Hmm..to those who frequent my blog, did u notice that my blog is actually quite bored? hmm..cox my life is simple. no complications..haha..love this kinda life. BUt sometimes also need so ups and downs la..downs i had alot.where are all the ups in my life????!!!!

Sunday 10 july

Work till 3am again. Was some Ferrari Function. WOre blacket and tie, hmm..1st time in RTC. LGG suck again, and the PR suck too. Well, impression of Stephen is now better, at least he protect us from LGG when he saw LGG naggin at us. Kena complains here and there..poor steph was complained just become she served THAt BI*CH drinks abit slower.

2005-07-10T11:00:00.000+08:00

Hmm..will be working today at 3 pm..best with LEE not ard!
Yi lu xiang nan is so nice...lolx!!!!!!!! and piao ji is nt bad.... whahaahahah!!!!1

Saturday 10/7

Work from 12pm - 3am . What a time, working 15 hours straight. Hmm..again, unpleasent things happened again...hmm.. Of course its something to do with LEE gong gong.. felt abit guilty about it..if i didnt call serene go out..maybe all this wouldnt have happened but i couldnt see my pals kena scolded for soooooo long loh.. scold from 18 years old to army thingy..if i nva go disturb..think he will say till sheng lao ping si.. stupid old man. New manager, well no comments for now. You never know wat he is thinking, he is just so quiet now. Certainly he is alot better than LEE gong gong, But ASTLEY is much more better. In the past..we work for money and for the fun, its really tat we enjoy working, cox everyone is just so relax about everything, we knew each other, joke everyhere and there, every night pass with a smile on everyone's face. Now? seriously..its the money im looking for..the fun...yes..wwhen LEE is not ard. Come on man.. Normally we would take breaks and stuff after some seminar.. he comes in.. arms folded.. ' guys..what are u doin? ' what the f**k is this la... we are used to this ok?! Hmmm..but we still gt to scold LEE back..think he will be so pissed off.. he actually apologied with his hand on air....' sorry la ' lolx!! what an a$$ !! haha...

Friday 9/7

Had the Studies club meeting to plan for upcoming events.. was responsive during the meeting, am glad i somehow and commmunicate with them le..hee..Upcoming proj is the Annual General Meeting, Hope to put in all i haf into it! Slack at home after the meeting, work was cancelled due to the meeting. watched tv..online..feels so good..

Hope i can pass my term test with flying colours!!

2005-07-10T10:44:00.000+08:00

Hmm..will be working today at 3 pm..best with LEE not ard!
Yi lu xiang nan is so nice...lolx!!!!!!!! and piao ji is nt bad.... whahaahahah!!!!

Saturday 10/7

Work from 12pm - 3am . What a time, working 15 hours straight. Hmm..again, unpleasent things happened again...hmm.. Of course its something to do with LEE gong gong.. felt abit guilty about it..if i didnt call serene go out..maybe all this wouldnt have happened but i couldnt see my pals kena scolded for soooooo long loh.. scold from 18 years old to army thingy..if i nva go disturb..think he will say till sheng lao ping si.. stupid old man. New manager, well no comments for now. You never know wat he is thinking, he is just so quiet now. Certainly he is alot better than LEE gong gong, But ASTLEY is much more better. In the past..we work for money and for the fun, its really tat we enjoy working, cox everyone is just so relax about everything, we knew each other, joke everyhere and there, every night pass with a smile on everyone's face. Now? seriously..its the money im looking for..the fun...yes..wwhen LEE is not ard. Come on man.. Normally we would take breaks and stuff after some seminar.. he comes in.. arms folded.. ' guys..what are u doin? ' what the f**k is this la... we are used to this ok?! Hmmm..but we still gt to scold LEE back..think he will be so pissed off.. he actually apologied with his hand on air....' sorry la ' lolx!! what an a$$ !! haha...

Friday 9/7

Had the Studies club meeting to plan for upcoming events.. was responsive during the meeting, am glad i somehow and commmunicate with them le..hee..Upcoming proj is the Annual General Meeting, Hope to put in all i haf into it! Slack at home after the meeting, work was cancelled due to the meeting. watched tv..online..feels so good..

Hope i can pass my term test with flying colours!!

2005-07-08T06:31:00.000+08:00

Should be studying, but decided to gif myself a break..Well, well.... come to the final paper le. Hmmmm, hope i can pass well.

Will have a long day today, after the test will have to wait till 2pm for the studies club meeting, after that will be gg to work at charlton hotel alone...hmmm.. no choice! must endure~ den tml will be working from 12pm to wee hours of the next morning den can slp alot till sunday , will be working from 5pm , den continue to monday, still not sure wat time i will be working. Tues is the dae for me to rest...NO!!! for projects!! Wed will be working i assume..den comes thurs , fri. Sat most prob i will be working, hmmmm...one week's gone just like this..sucks~

Well, quite lucky not to be selected to be ushers for the grad thingy , but those nt selected are to attend the grad !!!! so stupid , we are called the seat fillers . wat the heck...sooooo stupid loh...hmmmmm................................

2005-07-07T18:52:00.000+08:00

Alright ET down, left with UO1. HAven study..lolx! hmmm..it will be over soon..

Hmm..term break is ard the corner, got to work alot to repay my debts, lolx. LEt me see, i gt PIA proj , Et presentation , OSH PBL , UO1 assignment , EM2 tutorial 4... WTH!!! how to finish sia..hmmm...PIA and UO1 gg to friend house to pia overnight.. Et.. headache.. OSH easy..Tutorial 4 do during my free time. Hmmm..gt to earn lots and lots of $$, i need to get another pair of bball shoes, in time for my bball trial.

Anyway, my life have been simple this few weeks , just studying , watching tv . Hmm.. simply love this kinda simple life, no complications. As for love life, i decide nopt to think le. When it comes to next year, valentines dae den come regret y i dun haf ba..hahahaha!!!

Alright, go slack abit den need to study le. Hmm..still gt meeting tml, for studies club, hope i can speak more tml. haha

2005-07-05T12:59:00.000+08:00

TErm TEst

2 down..3 more..VERY diappointed with my test. Careless mistakes here and there, aas if its free. SUPER low morale now..Was hoping to get A for EM initially. Well...i gotta buck up for the rest! go study le..

2005-07-03T17:27:00.000+08:00

Well, finished my revision with PIA. Hope i can score well.

Did alot of thinking yesterdae night, what should i do after i grad from poly,after NS, nono..or wat can i do, hmmm..i cant see my future.. maybe just sign on from NS? hiaz..i really have no idea. will i be continuing my studies? or go into the work force? if so..wad job will i be working? definitely not banquet. Well..qiao dao chuan tou zi ran zhi..haha..

Someone chatted with me yesterdae...hmm..she is spot on..i shouldnt lock my heart eh? haha..when she said this den i realise..cox i tend to dun think of such things..maybe cox of unpleasent past experiences ba..hmm.. i sort out my feelings a lil le ba.. wad is over will be memories..sweet memories..i should dwell on it..moreover, its impossible. well..we chall see who is the unlucky person to unlock the lock in my heart le..hahahaha...

alright..go slack a lil b4 i start my revision... hope i will get a B for PIA.. Jia you!

2005-07-02T19:00:00.001+08:00

Oh shit..i only study ET topic 1...wake up!!!ah!!

but i gg to watch tv now...hee chaox~

2005-07-02T19:00:00.000+08:00

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.

For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2005-07-01T23:34:00.000+08:00

short entry...im gg crazy man..trigo..when can i conquer u????? im gg to rest EM..maybe gg to study something light..maybe PIA or OSH or ET.. ok..im gg to study OSH.. bored~

2005-07-01T20:13:00.000+08:00

weekend

Should be studying now? hmm..after i watch you fu, that channel 8 show really inspire me alot. We need to be hardworking in order to achieve wad we wan! To perfection..haha
Hmm..given 2 assignments..1 on UO1 another on PIA, hope to finish it during the term break. AFter the term break there will be a presentation for ET..sianz.

TP having bball trial..hmm..quite curious abt it, but 1st have to chiong work to have money to buy new bball shoes. Whether i get to the team is different thingy le, of cours i hope to get in..how to just totally stop after playing for abt 10 yrs of bball? cant la! still gt the love and passion for it, heard from someone last time...training makes perfect? i think otherwise.. PERFECT TRAINING MAKES PERFECT.. haha...

to agust : thanks for talking to me this few days, hmm..only knew each other for only a few months, quite surprised that we can chat so much, really never regret knowing u this friend. BUT, my sms sure bom!!!! just like my hair ah..haha..thanks alot!!! thanks for telling me tat i cant get raw egg out form a cake..wahaha~!

2005-06-29T22:22:00.000+08:00

PIA~

hiaz...i failed my pia,despite my preparation. Or i didnt prepare enough? I must work even harder for my term test le! gotta at least get 1 A for this sem..

watched initial D..all i can say is SWEE!!! jay's acting is far more better than i thought,although there's room for improvement. Edison, hmmm...i still think he is on the cool side.. Overall I give 4/5 . the 1 mark is lost to abrupt ending???? haha..or i expect too much? Think there will be part 2, just by looking at the ticket sales. Harry Potter will be out this year!!! yeah~ Goin to watch war of the world too..maybe during term break.

Although i might be saying..its over...i know wad i wan..but the thought of me and u together is still there. just y am i still so affected but her?? its been years i can say, my friend told me..' you cant get raw egg out from the cake ' cant entirely forget her? time will tell..time will tell..have been telling myself this 2 yrs! wad is this?!

2005-06-28T20:19:00.000+08:00

the feeling...i cant breathe...i thought i have forgotten her..the backview..so familiar..the way she stand...her clothes...for a sec i cant breathe..i stood there... bounce the ball..no response...wasnt her..i dun belief..i stood there for another sec..she turned..her..with black specs..the feeling i cant describe..no girl ever gave me this feeling...i found her!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jian dan ai... sometime in 2002...the day 13...she came to my house...i was kneeling down infront of her...will u be my girlfriend??? she hesitated...but i knew i gt her..she was smiling.. the journey began...

suddenly in 2003...she wanted a breakup...till now i still dun know the reason..or i didnt want to know??? she wanted to patch up..i didnt wan...i wanted to patch up...she didnt wan... rainy night.. dec 2003.. at fitness corner..i stared up the window.. how i wish she will look down...she didnt...

its been 2 yrs...i cant forget her...maybe...but no one can give me that kind of feeling...i still love her..y didnt i dare to approach her just now? i owe her too much...i didnt dare...she didnt even wan to talk to me i think... i can clearly see her face..after she smile to me..i think she is in deep thoughts..i think...

28th june....8.07pm...i was holding a bball..she was queueing for bubble tea..wonder if she ordered lychee ice...its not the same anymore...she is attached now..blissfully in love..me? alone... once again...my heart melted...

wo xiang jiu ze yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai...
hai ke bu ke yi jian jian dan dan bei ai...

2005-06-28T17:17:00.000+08:00

ZzZzZz~

osh quiz is gone~~ wanted to wake up to study but duno y the alarm didnt wake me up.. hmm.. nvm la..over le.. very tiring today.. duno y.

maybe i wun be working in rtc anymore, cox i found another job. Just waiting for my friend to bring me go interview. Worked at RTC since 28/11/2003. Till now it has been 1 yr 8 months exactly!! hahaha..just found out!! lolx!!! met great friends there,CHUA,JERRY,WEI JEK,ALVIN,ALLEN,PAM,JUDY,MING MIN,DENICE,JIN HUI....etc etc... and nt forgeting SERENE AND BOSS..ALSO 4 * 180 STM,WILSON,RAY...YANTO & DIN....taught me alot of things..things have changed there. sort of dun like there le.. new manager coming, which suck i guess.

Dilemma....

2005-06-26T22:48:00.000+08:00

Better

Hmm..guess these few days abit better le..the weekend rest perk me up a lil. Anyway term test timetable is out. 5 days , 5 paper. Not bad, at least no 2 paper fall on the same day. Gonna pass with flying colours man. Work hard chee leong!

played soccer just now..hmm..nt bad..but i still prefer basketball.. How i wish im still in secondary sch..where i can represent sch to play, at last there is a aim for training. Now?? aim? to enjoy myself when playing loh..nt as strong as the last time le.. still remember i shoot in 50 balls a day..just to train myself..hmmm..wasted? i dun think so.......

2005-06-26T03:18:00.000+08:00

exhausted

hmm...quite long never update le...just came back from work.. work as backlane today, quite good, but keep kena scolded. haha..used to it.. work for 10.5 hours.. gt abt 5 hrs i keep thinking abt my term test.. how m i gg to score in my term test...hmmm...

mon i will have to set up the b..hmm...a donation booth... its like u donate $5 den u get to write something to the patients in the hospital to encourage them... hmmm meaningful job...

24/6 Fri

didnt do anything much...but Pistons lost the NBA Finals to Spurs, they are just unlucky. Anyway, Tim Duncan got the MVP, i thought it would be manu.. sad~

main comm 1st meeting, i got the publicity post, which means im in charge of the notice board. OMG..notice board..haha..and kok wei is my asst..lmao... hmmm..was very quiet in the meeting, the rest seems to be enjoying each others company, i hope i can joke with them next time. didnt tag along with the dinner, sad~ , at least could interact more right...but my dad bought dinner for me le...sad sad~

2005-06-23T23:23:00.000+08:00

define good

hmmm..how to define good or bad? Do u define someone good that does something that pleases everyone and someone bad who defies everything? hmm..something to ponder..
am i gd? well..i think im nt.. to those who thinks im a good guy, thanks for having the trust in me and thanks for defining me as a good person. People do have flaws, i have flaws too. So ppl..stop saying someone is perfect alright?

My knee still giving me problems, die die die die...this shouldnt be happening to me! im a bball player, i want to continue playing..i dun wan to get injured.

More and more work = more and more stress . gg to slp late tonight, again.. PIA killing me!!!!!!! Mr teong!!!!!! can u teach better?!

2005-06-22T16:24:00.000+08:00

YEah~

Pistons won!! That means i get to watch game 7 on fri!! HMM...really hope pistons will get the champion ring, i also duno y i support them so much. Its nt like they have superstars in their team, but maybe its this reason, i support them. They dun not have any superstars in the team and they can actually make it to the Finals. I really pei fu their team. Hmmm...its been a time since i played bball..2 weeks? im gg to play this fri! Without my bball shoes. haha

Getting more and more lethargic nowadaes, getting fewer and fewer hourse of slp. Gt back m Et quiz result,14/20,nt satisfied with it.Hope my results of others will be better.

NOw in school com lab doin my research on Lockout-Tagout. hmm..which reminds me that i got a class quiz tml! gotta study....hmmm..2 more weeks to term test...STRESS!!!

2005-06-21T18:55:00.000+08:00

Quizes

Awww~ finally tues is over. Had 3 quizes today, PIA, UO1 and Accounting. Worse is PIA, hmm..duno if can pass anot, i hope i can.Goin to study for EM2 later...sianz~

hmm..Initial D is the in thing now? im nt sure if its nice anot, but for 1 thing i noe.. they sure made alot of advertisement on it. BAsed on my experience, the more advertiesment it needs, the lousier the movie BUT there is Jay in it, so im watching for sure.

Lonely...im so lonely...i've nobody....im on my own.... haha..i always bug my friends with this..hmm..maybe i think too much? im nt alone! i have all my friends with me. haha... hmm...

2005-06-19T15:13:00.000+08:00

Not good

Tired~~~ my legs are aching~ im so tired, both mentally and physically. I still gt 2 more subjects to revise and i didnt really complete my UO1. Shit!!! i still gt my PIA and Accounting to revise..im only left with a dae to revise, plus i haven finish my UO1 tutorial!! i have so many things on hand! im gg mad soon!

Everything is just not gg my way, hiaz..i just have to yao jing ya gen. During work yesterdae was quite good, slacked in mahogany room for about an hour? and no one found out abt it. Hee...

Something for Mingmin ... i really hope u will learn how to control urself? haha..cox its nt really gd to be easily angered..haha..hmm..nt gd for urself right. Smile la..everything in life will nt always go the way u wan..so just accept and try to make the best out of it ya? cheers~

Wanna thank Rui yee for chatting with me yesterdae night. haaha..its been quite some time since i chat with a girl. Lolx!! my world revolves ard guys..haha.. hmm.. but nt to worry my friends. I STILL LIKE GIRLS! LOLX!

2005-06-18T13:32:00.000+08:00

~ yawnx ~

Work..study..work study...today is sat again. Boring day, y? cox im gg to work soon. Actually its quite fun there, but somehow i dun really like there. Been looking for other jobs, but to no avail. Fortunately, i gt wilson there, he is a great mentor of mine, hahaha. He taught me how to slack alot..nono. i should use the word, how to work smartly. I used to be very tired everytime after working, cox i didnt dare to slack much. but recently very very tired, so i decided to learn from him. Its alot better even since i started slacking.

Next week will be quiz week..haha.. having 3 quizes on tues and 1 on wed. Sure die if i dun study tml. I dun wan to be like last sem le, thinking i can smoke through everything. so far only touch a lil on UO1. The valves are killing me, so many to study!! yr 2 is just so different from yr 1. Got to go prepare to go work le. ~ yawnx ~

2005-06-17T17:15:00.000+08:00

R.E.S.P.E.C.T
Hmm...introduction to my blog? just set up this place to vent my anger...thoughts...and of cox to record down the things that will happen starting as of today. My life, my world . Remember my webby, bookmark it, www.charismalacking.blogspot.com
Charisma Lacking = Chee Leong.. nice? haha..

Anyway,i gt in the main comm.So so happy, duno how to describe the feeling.Will do my best for the club and not sloppy like when i was in sec school. Looking forward to the 1st meeting, hope i can blend into the club easily..